February 2012
50 posts
“Life is a promise. Fulfill it.”
– Mother Teresa
“In three words I can sum up everything I’ve learned about life: it goes...”
– Robert Frost
Can’t… stop…
“Cats are intended to teach us that not everything in nature has a function.”
– Joseph Wood Krutch
“Time spent with cats is never wasted.”
– Colette
“If man could be crossed with the cat, it would improve man but deteriorate the...”
– Mark Twain
“There are two means of refuge from the miseries of life: music and cats.”
– Albert Schweitzer
“How you behave toward cats here below determines your status in Heaven.”
– Robert A Heinlein
I’m finding awesome quotes about cats. I shall post them all now.
Open
Reading through old conversations on the ever old MySpace website. It’s crazy to me how open I used to be with anyone. Reading through those old messages and how easy it seemed to be for me to tell you my every thought. It was apparent at some points I didn’t want to say what I wanted to tell you, but I eventually broke and told you. To look at myself today I can’t share anything...
“We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect...”
– Tom Robbins
“Infantile love follows the principle: “I love because I am loved.”...”
– Erick Fromm
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers...”
– Rumi
“Those who love deeply never grow old; they may die of old age, but they die...”
– Sir Arthur Pinero
“If I know what love is, it is because of you.”
– Herman Hesse
“Friends are the sunshine of life.”
– John Hay
“What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.”
– Aristotle
“It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
“The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately...”
– Elizabeth Foley
My next few posts will be way too many quotes I’ve found on this awesome website that I found on StumbleUpon so I don’t know the name of the website.
Tough
I’m really missing my kitties right now. It got pretty tough last night I started crying. Just laying in bed I imagined Paul sleeping at my feet and little Marbles running up and meowing in my face. I wish they were here with me. It’s hard enough being heart-broken without the only living being who’s been there with me for the last fucked up five years not here. WIth the moving...
It feels good to have a happy cry, even if part of it was because I was sad. I miss you, I’ll always miss you. And I’ll always love you, forever. I just wish I had the guts to tell you that.
Scared
I feel so scared still. I’m here, where my heart and soul always was, but I’m still so scared. I feel like I left a huge part of something behind, and it’s really bugging me. I can’t quite put my finger on it. It’s so good to be back home with my two best friends and my sister, but like with every other life changing decision, I left something important to me behind....
Going to watch the new episode of Gossip Girl then pass out. Busy-ish day tomorrow. But here you go:
It's so hard
to do the things you don’t want to do. Even if in the end, it’ll probably be better for everyone.
Cheers to growing up, right?
I want to be a better person, and I want to do it for me. But I know deep down inside it’s all going to be for you. I’ll do it anyways, and see what happens.
Almost Done,
Almost all done packing. I would be done except Paul decided to pee on all my clothes first. I think he realizes what’s going on again and doesn’t want me to leave, but I don’t want to leave him either.
It’s so hard to take my whole life and put what I can into two suitcases, a carry-on suitcase, and a giant purse. It’s really hard. At least I feel like it was...
They're My Babies.
I’m feeling a bit better. It’s hard to think about leaving my kitties especially with Marbles sitting on me right now-
but after my sob fest last night I’ve calmed down and I’m staying positive. I’m going to see them again, and they’re going to be with me. They’re my babies and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
At a Loss
I feel as though I’m at a loss for words. I’ve had a really rough day today, and all I could think about was how I would like to have someone in my life to come over bearing oreo cookies and cream ice cream and all the seasons of The Big Bang Theory on DVD. Simply so we could snuggle on my non-existant couch and they could tell me everything’s going to work out, and they’d...
Hypocrites
bug me.
Space
Things are just very frustrating right now, I don’t know what to do. I don’t like it when you say it irritates you when I don’t reply to a facebook message right away. My phone doesn’t tell me when I get one, and I don’t always remember to check; I have been a little busy lately. Or when you tell me it hurts your feelings because I want to see Caitlin and Mel after I...
Headed to Happiness
I feel okay today. I shouldn’t stay up when I’m tired, my mind wanders. I just can’t stop listening to Video Games by Lana Del Rey, in a small way this song touches my heart. I’m still glad I went to your video game party, even if it’s killing me right now.
I’ve got between seven and eight days left, I’m going to try to stay positive. Even if many of the...
You are so very beautiful to me.
Valentines Day
I never understood the ‘hoopla’ about Valentines Day, to me, it really was just another commercial holiday, another way for so many businesses to rack in some more sales. But this year it’s really taking a toll on me.
A lot of my friends and acquaintances are married, or in amazing relationships, old and new, and they’re so happy. They’re out spending a wonderful...
Next to You
Waking up next to you was so amazing. It’s something I wish could happen more often, but I know it won’t. I’ve missed you before, so incredibly much, but I feel as if I’ve never missed you this much. I feel like I want to be your best friend, I want to see you all the time, I want you to want to see me all the time. I want to know what you’re feeling and thinking, I...
I just want a new wardrobe,
except my few favorites. Other than that, everything can go.
You Probably Wouldn't Care.
I lost my journal, I think I packed it up in a box to be sent away. I hadn’t written in it in a long time, mainly because I like to be alone when I write. I haven’t had a night to myself in the past four months until last night, but I lost my journal. I feel the need to say everything that’s been in my mind in the past four months, but I lost my private papers. Sometimes I feel...
I think I'm literally shutting down,
It’s hard for me to remember the last time I was all around happy. Sometimes I feel happy for a few minutes to a few hours,
but I can’t remember the last time I was happy for more than a day.
I hate this.
I want to stop crying.
All I feel like doing is laying down, I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I’ve got the longest to-do list of my life and I feel like I...
“If you don’t know where you are going, any road will get you there.”
– Lewis Carroll
Four Years and Counting,
I still can’t get over you.
